Wednesday, September 29, 2004
haiz. It's another fruitless night. Nothing much was done tonight. I still did not follow my schedule. Eventhough i knew that i will not follow the time table, i just plan that as a guideline. Sometimes, i wish there is no TV and computer in the house. At least, i am not distracted right. TV my biggest enemy.
Came home early today. Reached home around 3 plus. In the end, i was chatted with Mitch via msn. See i wasted another afternoon. At least, read through one chapter for sociology. Kinda worried. hopefully i can speed up my pace if not will not be able to make it on time. Maybe i was just pressurzing myself too much to meet deadline. it will be better if i relax rather thab force myself right.
Mid Autumn festival today. Mum cooked my favourite mushroom soup , Yum Yum ,,, satisfied and contented.
2:59 PM
Caris
Saturday, September 25, 2004
what an unfortunate event today. I flunged my Rad Physics Quiz . Ha ha Ha. kinda expected it coz i never studied for it especially after the shocking A & P Practical test. On top of that, there was an imaging quiz as well. At least, I have passed my imaging quiz . I dun feel as bad as yesterday. so wierd .... maybe that's not my favourite module.
Have dinner at California pizza today with sy and xc. As usual , we took a long time to decide which pizza to order. xc only can eat seafood today coz friday. Laugh over the menu on Peking duck for pizza. He just could not link the two together. so funny . In the end, we settled for wild mushroom and BBQ. very long time never do this liao have dinner together and tok crap.
2:59 PM
Caris
Thursday, September 23, 2004
It's 103am. I have not completed my topics for the practical test at 1130am this morning. Currently, suffering from headache now. I just cannot force myself to take in anymore of the information. Kinda worried over the test tomorrow. What if I blank out again? Oh really need to keep my fingers cross and pray really hard that it will not be that bad. damn! How am i going to sleep tonight !!!
4:07 PM
Caris
Sunday, September 19, 2004
Finally it's sat. This morning was still on ICQ with SH. Hee hee a long time friend who had disappeared for quite some time. But this weekend cannot go roller blading. Both SY and me are down with flu and next it's A n P practical. I really not in the mood to study. How?????
2:02 AM
Caris
Thursday, September 16, 2004
well sick sick today. I think it was a common cold. As for the cause, it was probably due to the fact that I was caught in the rain yesterday morning. I was already sneezing away yesterday night but thought that I was allegried to the haze. The Haze was pretty bad yesterday,, and suffered from teary eyes as well. These were all symptoms of the air pollution ha ha ha.
My mood was not exactly good today. Coz my final paper is no longer on 20th October but is on 22nd october. Worse of all, I have a wedding dinner on the 21st. So much about praying that nothing happens. In the end , still back to square one. Guess when the time comes, i have to decide to attend or not to attend. hee hee. time to go and take medicine... but still have to study for the two quizes tomorrow. sianz!!!!
11:52 AM
Caris
Monday, September 13, 2004
Just realise that it has been a long long time since I have a dinner out with my parents. Remember when we were young, our parents would bring us for a symptous dinner on sunday if they had sufficient cash then. Ever since the three of us grown up, we hardly have dinner together except for reunion dinner or parent's birthday. Guess it is normal for every modern family coz everyone is busy entertaining friends or building career that we forget about the basic communication in the family. Actually, i missed having dinner with my parents. I love to see them picking on each other although sometimes I felt they are very childish. =P Then i recalled all the empty promises i have given to bring them out to some of the restaurants to try out some of the dishes. At least, i did managed to treat my mum on a few occassions. Sad to say that i never had a chance to do so for my dad. Since I stopped working and become a full time student, dinner was at home most of the time... but we have this practice at home.. is that we dun have dinner together. Everyone has their own timing. Well, guess that is what i called accustomed culture at home. Nevertheless, the bottom line is to cherish them while i still can. Dun take them for granted! Right =P hmmm .... Maybe this is a problem due to communication breakdown.
1:04 PM
Caris
A slow moving sunday with the normal laundry tasks at home. I was trying hard to concentrate on my A&P. As usual, i was distracted by either my mum or myself. There are always problems when it comes to getting myself to stay put at the desk to study. If I ever do it. that's because the next day is the test or exam. I will be busy storing facts and information into my limited microchip. Sometimes I wish someone will invent a chip or gadget that will allow humans being to store data and just insert the chip into our brain for it to process.... then can say goodbyes to the memorising and long tedious spellings of the muscles.
However, i have only myself to blame.. coz all these years, I have chose all the modules which require memory work from microbiology to the present radiography. Is this called stubborn? Why do i always like to torture myself and killed my precious brain cells?
Guess afterall these years of dealing with statistics, i knew that science is still my first love. Since i have chosen this path, then i should just shut up and get down to concentrate on my studies. How i wish i can just lazed around and all information will registered in my mind by itself.. ha ha ha ... i know i know... this is impossible,,, dream on.
5:45 AM
Caris
Saturday, September 11, 2004
Finally went blading today. It was not a bad experience at least I could still move around on the blades. But I fell at first when I try to get up from the seat, then sy teach me how to break fall. The difficult part was to pretend and must stimulate the falling process. After a few trials, i still falling too gently. ha ha ha... but eventually can heard that the "thug" sound was louder than before. I was able to move on the blades just that my left leg was lazy as usual... technique not correct for my left leg .. Looks like I need to tell my right brain to concentrate more on my left leg. Oh ya... i got short concentration span. blade blade n blade after and after a while will forgot how to blade. Sy says she was also like that last time. Hope I can gain confidence and will be able to blade along with the others soon.
9:03 PM
Caris
