The trauma case was bad as well ... i could not penetrate through to give a better quality image of the C7 T1 junction even though i had already adjust the mas to the max. Dun wish to over radiate the person either. Still crappy images but i had already done my best at that point of time. i was on the verge of collapse actually when i finished my first trauma case as i was very hungry without food.. guess my glucose level was really low then, my mind was shutting down... with all the mos bugging behind for this and that images. i really feel like shouting at them to let me finished my reconstructions and sent them to pacs for them to review. Luckily, my consultant was around to save me from them. i was just struggling with the patient who dun operate with me... like to move here and there. kinda of upset over the crappy scan.

just too tired... luckily lzx came in time to help me to scan the second case. That uncle small size ,,the scans turned out better. Argh ,...... sigh ,,

i was so tired that i went to sleep straight after my bath , and fell asleep sitting down on my bed since my hair was still wet.

just hate oncall ,,,

Today is not a good day coz everything was not right. Firstly , the machine could not be started early in the morning and that paed case which delayed all the remaining scan. We were struggling to catch up the delayed scans. With my partner being the runner and me concentrate on scanning and sending images. Hopefully, i did not miss out any pathology. When i traced back, so far all the cases were alright. Phews !!!!!

Just pissed off with someone's attitude. Makes everyone else suffer, made others do extra work, walking up and down. Hate such person.

it's a horrible night for me. After "playing" with my excel spreadsheet, i had difficulties falling asleep. My mind was just to active at work that i kept having nightmares and could not get into deep sleep. what a waste for the weekend night.

Tonight, i will not be sleeping well since it is going to be monday tomorrow. i always have sleepless night before monday. hee hee ,,, coz i dun want to start work on monday again. By nature, i am a lazy person.....

cannot talk now .. need to prepare for the steamboat thingy tonight... damn sianz

alrighty... me is officially 31 this year, passing the 30 mark.

Did nothing much today, i would say everything was peaceful except for the twitching of my right upper eyelid. wonder what is going to happen tomorrow?

Anyway, went out for dinner with jean, alyse and company. As usual, we were playing oracle cards reading after dinner. Had pretty good readings for all, i would say. Now i realized that i can only play my oracle cards outside my house. i always got sick when i do readings at home. Something must be wrong with my electromagnetic force at home which repel the energy of my oracle cards. hmmm ,,,

it's back to work again.... so boring !!!!!!

Luckily, it was not very busy at work today. But the day did not start off well with the processor. Something dropped into the processor during some cable work last week and that had created some problem for me early in the morning. i restarted the processor for 4 times and yet i still could not get it up. Hence, had to call the expert to make his way down to service the machine. Only then we found out which is the culprit that created so much problems. What a way to begin my day!!!!

Going on leave soon, 2 days,, hee hee looking forward to collect cobwebs at home.... playing my piano.... sounds nice for birthday.

It's the official arrival of the mousie year =P

We did the minimum spring cleaning ever this year coz we were all busy with our work and stuff that we dun even time to prepare for the lunar new year. Besides that, there were so many obstacles encountered before the lunar new year. But still, lunar new year has just past our doorstep.

As usual, we had our reunion dinner on the eve with the same dishes every year except we dun have steamed fish this year as we had too much for us to finish.

Somehow the journey through the coming year doesn't look very smooth from the events which happen just before the lunar new year. Whatever the challenges ahead, i sincerely hoped that we could all overcome the obstacles and emerge winner at the end of it.

There's been many issues on my mind from career to family to personal matters. i definitely need a break from the work and all. i need to enjoy my life for a year rather than to work and work. To begin with, i dun like working and who really enjoys working ,,, unless my work is part of my interest. Yes, i still thinking of integrating my interest into my work. For my whole life so far, i have been trying to do that but somehow i am moving further away from that instead of taking a step nearer to my interest. With no goals at all, i am just wasting my time here doing nothing but day dreaming of my ideal lifestyle.