i am not in very good mood today. it's like having that feeling or sense of disappointment since morning which there is some explanation to that. That bring me back to the time when i had to make decision to quit piano during my JC days. Although that was a wrong move, i had no choice then. i could not juggle ECA, school and piano at all. Back to 2009, here am i, facing a similar scenario and i have been pondering over this matter for a very long time.

i hate the fact that i have to forgo things that i am interested in especially i have many more stuff to improve on. Guess i dun have the choice. For the sake of my health, my parents, this has to be the best solution. There are no ways i could please everyone, so left only the priority of life now. The most important factor now is health. If i continue on with what i am doing now, when i get old, i will not be able to enjoy my old age with grace. Most probably, i would be tormented by backpain and injuries over the years.

Alrighty, since that is probably the best route for me , shall see what are the plans installed then decide on which one to forgo. Sometimes have to make way for others to develop the skill instead of me hogging on to them. No one is indespensible in this society .. just depends on who can perform the job better.

Playing with my new toy now...just bought a lenovo s10 netbook today. I was not very sure why i bought this equipment though. i wanted something i could use for taking notes and portable so that i could bring it out and pen whatever thoughts i have at the certain time of the day. Since mum wanted something she could use to surf internet as well as chit chat with my auntie over skype during office hours. Guess this is the best solution for her. She was pretty happy with that. However, i think tomorrow she will tell me that this is too slow for her gaming hobbies. i have tried that out just now,indeed was rather slow. maybe i am too impatient. Nothing beats the desktop in terms of speed. i am rather impatient person when it comes to gadget. this has to be fast ... hee hee

So much excitement over our new toy. i cannot write in chinese character. damn... have to find the fonts so that i could put it in the font folder. that sounds so difficult. i was so happy that i could write with the pc on my lab and on the bed ..so relax to be able to do that. Guess nothing is perfect. Now i can only write in english not even japanese. Sigh...

Time to sleep though.. tomorrow another day of work and uncertainity of the mexico flu situation.

take care pple.

This brought back memories of the most feared SARS. Although this time round, we are dealing with flu viruses, that does not command us to let our guards wond We are just trying all preventive measures we could to reduce the impact. As usual, individuals have their own personal views on this matter. But we are dealing with viruses. They mutate at fairly high speed, they are very clever to hide from the immune system, they are also highly adaptable, high survival rate. All these factors should make us tighten our securities. We cannot just take the word that they could only thrive in western regions not in tropical areas. As usual, i dun believe that all the facts are accurate at the moment. Anything could make a turn of the situation along the way. Maybe i am just being paranoid here, some people may even find me being too uptight over this. i am just trying to protect my loved ones and my dear friends.

Sorry that i have to excuse myself from all the gatherings but i have my social responsibilities to fulfil. Hope u guys understand that if not ,,, it's also not within my means.

To my fellow colleagues, guess we have to keep one another motivated to brace the upcoming "storm" and kept praying that the worst will not hit us. WE are all very tired , i am sure we have our own fears and concerns, guess we just have to depend on each other, to give each other a pat on our shoulders , to help one another to tide through the uncertainities ahead of us. We are not alone ... hee hee sound lame ha ha ...

Best of luck everyone ...