Life is what you make it

Sunday, October 24, 2004

my first weekend after exam.But i dun seem to be enjoying myself coz down with flu. Anyway, looking for some meaningful stuff to do before commencement of the second year of my course. Seem to have something missing but not very sure what is that. Hmmm. ... maybe it's time to start to do something about my religion.

Am I getting bored? maybe.... i seemed to lost something important. Time?

10:31 AM
Caris

Thursday, October 14, 2004

tomorrow is the radiography paper. Now busy mugging all the projections and image criteria. Currently doing the last one on chest and abdomen. Of all those that i have studied today, i dun really know how much i know or retain as i input more information. I must say my skull onwards did not register and were all very vague. How ? dunno leh not a saturated. getting a bit panicky now... hmmm....hope for the best.

1:30 PM
Caris

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

Two paper down! still have another four more papers to go before end of this semester. The Rad physics paper should be ok lah ,,, aiming for a pass and hopefully will attain a pass for the paper. Today MRS paper was terrible. Of all things happen was that i suffered from mental block again. Damn sad over it. The paper was not that difficult but i just cannot recall all the stuffs i have studied. Simple things like the intensifying screen i can forgot about it when i have arleady done my revision on imaging. I sort of knew this will happen coz before the paper i was browsing through the notes and i realised that i fot the facts all mix up. but hoping it will not be that bad once i started. Looks like my intuition still functioning pretty well.

11:59 AM
Caris

Saturday, October 09, 2004

It's time 350am. Well, i guess this is one of the latest night since commencement of my studies this year. It has been quite sometime since i had stayed up so late. I can say at this point of time, am i desperate to race against time to get my revision done? Maybe i pressured myself too much. But I dun feel the pressure tonight. Coz maybe due my extremely bad mood swing yesterday. It is really bad guess it has helped me to relieve some of the stress build up over the past few days.

6:50 PM
Caris

Monday, October 04, 2004

Gosh. studying one entire day was no fun business especially when it is for examination. My brain storage seems likie running out of memory. It is realeasing signals that it needs rest and cannot take it anymore. I did not stress it too much only with rad physics. Guess probably i dun like the subject. Spending two weekends on it seems as though effort has went down the drain coz nothing is in the database or they are stored somewhere and just that i am not able to retreive them. So frustrated!!!

I am not going to study rad physics till the next weekend. Now have to other modules like radiography and imaging. Looks like i am running out of precious time as well. Gohonzon please help me to tide through this yucky period. Hope that i dun stress myself too much that i blank out during exam .... that will be bad

8:33 AM
Caris

Sunday, October 03, 2004

Well, counting down for the coming exam. I have one more weekend before the commencement of examination. I was slowly getting into the studying mode. Pretty slow but was in pace. At least, i had managed to cut down some substantial time spent in icq and msn chatting with friends. So must keep going hor!

This early morning, my elder brother got locked out of the house. Luckily, dad was already awoke. if not the entire family will be busy with our dreams ignoring his phonecalls and knocking of door. It all happened when my blur blur younger brother who was home at about 3 plus am and ledged the lock assuming that he was the last one coming home. HAHA,,,, didn't even notice that there was no one sleeping at the bed beside him. really very blur.

12:36 PM
Caris