Year 2010 is just round the corner. Another year is going to be part of my history and i really wished time can just halt for a while so i could buy some time to catch my breathe and reorganized myself for the new year.

Current situation is not that favorable as i am just passing the day and trying to solve whatever problems i have encountered for the day. There is no time to settle or make some plans at all. And it has nothing to do with time management.

Hopefully, i could sort that out real soon before i dig a bigger hole for myself and i will never recover in time .

It's Christmas again. What have i been doing lately?

Everyday i am working , working and working. kinda of getting sick and tired of work. Guess i am already on the verge of stepping into the burnout zone. Things are getting tougher each day, testing and stretching my abilities at work. As usual, i desperately need to control my emotions. Sometimes i did not even control my fiery temper at all. Although this is kinda difficult to control, as much as i need to , i will need to steer myself clear of the danger zone.

i dun like to stay back in the hospital like it is my home.If i have the choice, i will wish that i could stop all these nonsense and move on with my dream lifestyle which is still so far from me based on the current situation.