Monday, September 26, 2005
left 4 more stacks of notes to complete the revision for the imaging exam tomorrow. Actually, having a headache now. Not sure if it is because of the weather or the notes. hee hee... i just finished watching "Mr Fighting" 格斗天王。 A taiwanese drama . it is something like the common idol drama in taiwan. i dunno why i got hooked on the drama coz it is one of those which i always dismissed. Maybe the fact that it revolves round the sparring sport which i enjoy watching. ha ha .
well, i know i should be studying not watching tv. but cannot help it... i have been wondering how many of my friends have bid the world farewell? yup, what a subject to think about. Coz the thought of dying and how long people will remember them or me after death seem to be a interesting study to look into. i guess that depends on individual and how close u are to the deceased. As i browsed through my memory chip up there, i could see flashes of the faces of those who have departed. they ranged from my secondary schoolmates to JC schoolmate to my uni schoomates to my ex colleague. Of whom, most of them are acquaintances. Still it hurts to know that they have left. i need to pen them down coz i dun know if one day i will forget all about them especially when i get older. How i wish there is this storage place in this world for safe keeping of all these memories then can retreive them anytime and will not be afraid that they will be lost. Of course, part of my memories will be engraved in the minds of others who have known me. But interpretations of situations and thoughts would not be the same as mine.
why am i talking about this......
7:15 AM
Caris
丝路 (梁静如)
词:阿信 曲:王力宏
如果流浪 是你的天赋
那么你 一定是我最美的追逐
如果爱情 是你的游牧
拥有过 是不是该满足
谁带我踏上孤独的丝路
追逐你的脚步
谁带我离开孤独的丝路
感受你的温度
我将眼泪流成天山上面的湖
让你疲倦时能够扎营停驻
羌笛声胡旋舞为你笑为你哭
爱上你的全部放弃我的全部
爱上了你之后我开始领悟
陪你走了一段最唯美的国度
爱上了你之后我从来不哭
谁是谁的幸福
我从来不在乎
谁是谁的旅途
我只要你记住
星星就是穷人的珍珠
你的笑支撑着我虔诚的最初
狂风沙是我单薄衣服
穿越过亚细亚的迷雾
谁带我踏上孤独的丝路
追逐你的脚步
谁带我离开孤独的丝路
感受你的温度
我将眼泪流成天山上面的湖
让你疲倦时能够扎营停驻
羌笛声胡旋舞为你笑为你哭(ho~为你哭)
hey 爱上你的全部放弃我的全部(我的全部)
爱上了你之后我开始领悟
陪你走了一段最唯美的国度
爱上了你之后我从来不哭
谁是谁的幸福
我从来不在乎
谁是谁的旅途
我只要你记住
*云破日出
你是那道光束
带着平凡的我走过奇迹旅途
爱上了你之后我开始领悟
陪你走了一段最唯美的国度
爱上了你之后我从来不哭
谁是谁的幸福
我从来不在乎
爱上了你之后我开始领悟
陪你走了一段最唯美的国度
爱上了你之后我从来不哭
谁是谁的幸福
我从来不在乎
谁是谁的旅途
我只要你记住
爱上了你之后我从来不哭(no~oh~)
我从来不在乎(我不在乎)
谁是谁旅途
我只要
你记住
this is a song composed by a very rare combination of 阿信 (五月天) and lee hom. what make it special is that it is sang by fish leong. if i have the time i will translate it after examination =)
2:55 AM
Caris
Sunday, September 25, 2005
| AM I ? The Keys to My Heart |
 You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is low. Even if you're tempted, you'd try hard not to do it. You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. |
2:59 PM
Caris
Saturday, September 24, 2005
i did something unforgivable today. i was pretty frustrated with the project thingy after arriving home. Seeing my email from somebody did a bit of harm by making me feeling even more irritated. when bro says he could not find his clothes, and i found out that they are still in the washing basket. Dad commented why so long never wash clothes etc... I reply harshly that no time to do the laundry mah and slam the master bed door. Where got time, firstly over the weekend, the workers recemented the main pipe.. cannot run water through them coz not dried yet ,,, then due to wrong basin size,,, need to fix that again ,, another day gone cannot wash... then the weather so damn good lor ... raining ,, the clothes cannot dry on time... sianz lor ...felt so bad after that .
2:19 PM
Caris
Friday, September 23, 2005
There are still amendments to the report. Well, i know i should be used to it liao since there will always be last minute changes. there always the thing that i have already reformat then there is more to add on have to reformat again. this is what i call sianz. but that's how things go..... something cannot be controlled
1:50 PM
Caris
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
today was a very long time starting off with getting up at 7 am to accompany my mum for her liver ultrasound appointment. The bill for the clinical test was astounishing. No wonder pple say better not to be sick. The various blood tests came out to about 250 bucks. Luckily, it was subsidized only have to pay about 150 bucks. her liver scan turned out normal. yeah ...
After that, it was project time over at Lee's place in punggol. That was a long way but bearable. Her dog is so cute. Played with it most of the time when we were discussing over the project. Think our project turned out to be a more major task than just a mere final year project. Not sure how it turned out this way ... i just hope to get a pass and graduate. Well, it seems it has added more pressure to our preparation for the coming exams as we were still struggling to finish up the report, presentations and last minute request of stuff from the lecturers. I just hope that our results would not be affected.
At this time, although i am feeling very tired, i still have to force myself to read the patho notes. i am pressing for time since i still have not started reading the notes except to write out the notes of essays. A very long way to go manz... keep working GAL ..
1:45 PM
Caris
Monday, September 19, 2005
The weather is so warm for a sunday. I am prespiring even when i am just sitting at my study table trying to write out my essays content for the coming paper. Guess the weather does not help me much. Concentration is not there. I just cannot write the essays out in my own words. Think no choice will have to rewrite again.
Severe lack of sleep manz... mum get me out of bed pretty early this morning to have breakfast with her. After that, with the sickening weather, i am down with headache. i hate headaches. Now it is affecting my progress in my revision. tomorrow i will be out almost the entire day , probably can only start working again at night. another of those long nights again.
6:36 AM
Caris
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
i was reading the new paper just now when i got home. There was one news reporting on the murder of two singaporean undergraduates in sydney about a year or two ago. i could not really recall when was that but what i am interested is to know who has killed my friend.
Chow Lyang was my ex-colleague in tt. We started out as "phone operators" helping users to troubleshoot problems encountered in their internet connections. At that point of time, he has just graduated from school and was planning to study overseas. Although he was only with tt for 4 months or less, i could remember him very well. He is always a mild tempered gentelmen with calm composure and always helping others out with their problems. I remember there was a time when i was hooked on Robert Jordan's series of Fantasy novels, he was my supplier coz he happened to have the entire set at home and we were reading the same series at the same time. So while waiting for phone calls, we were busy "competing" who could "tahan" the long winded author's work and progressed to the next book ahead of each other. He was also one of the few guy friend whom i know who likes to melt his cheese for his sandwich. No matter how hungry he was, he would still wait for the melted cheese in the microwave. that's him. i still remember he commented that it worth all the waiting if the food taste good and u are satisfied. In addition, he really dotes on his gf too lor. He always praise her in front of us and blah blah blah. Though i have never met his gf, i hope she is doing fine now after losing her loved one.
Reading the news report and to find that one of my long lost contact friend was murdered, was indeed very shocking. A few of us, like victor and sim hor called one another to confirm that we recognised the correct person. The name fits the face we knew and the spelling for his name was unqiue, so it was not a mistake.
I wonder why the murder has to kill them and they are now putting their flatmate on trial. He and his friend were killed so brutally and the saddest thing was to know that there could be a possibility that a fellow singaporean may have killed them. i wonder what had happened for him to take such a drastic move. Anyway, the investigation is still ongoing, hopefully , we know the reasons soon.
8:20 AM
Caris
Monday, September 12, 2005
aiya, i cannot find my head and neck tumour pathology note. Damn it.. i thought i saw it over the past weeks in my clear folder. Now i cannot find it ... sianz.. why is this happening when i wanted to begin revision for the examination.. Notes where r u ?
8:47 AM
Caris
Sunday, September 11, 2005

This is the CD which i have mentioned here before that i want to purchase. Today, after the lunch , we went to sembawang music store to shop for CDs. This was one of my addition to my collection of New Age CDs.
I was captivated by the haunting sound of the Flute in the album. Of coz, Eric Chiryoku has put up a remarkable piano performance too. Browsing through the Production Credits: He played the piano himself and the flute was performed by Terry Ameotoko. The Violin was performed by K. Itotake and Dong Dainichi respectively. Production Executive is Eric Chiryoku himself. From his CD review, can see that his debut album has received many positive comments.
check it out yourself = http://www.cdbaby.com/cd/chiryoku
While listening to the entire album, the music will remind u the enchanting beauty of winter. .....so nice (",)
2:59 PM
Caris
Saturday, September 10, 2005
9 of sep, was a rather eventful day. there were just too many events one after another within one day. One would not believe that all these could happen. so this blog was an account of my "adventure" for the day.
The day started off with the normal radiological anatomy equiz. There were 12 MCQ and 50 Fill in the blanks. Can u believe it? 50 Fill in the blanks .. oh my god... i was never good in my spelling ... it was such a challenge to me . Luckily, i pass hee hee.
Then after school, i went to orchard with xy and leen. As we were walking towards "Borders", we found oursleves walking among a group of about 10 plus policemen wearing bullet proof jackets. In my mind, i was wondering why they wore till like that for normal patrolling task. Then we saw there was a crowd gathering before the traffic light facing the park. We peeked in and saw officers lifting up a white sheet covering up something. Well, we sort of knew that we were at the scene of crime. We dun even know head or tail ,,,the three of us (Kay po queens) stood under the hot and burning afternoon sun sneaking behind reporters trying to find out what was going on. A tourist then informed us that a decapitated head was found earlier on. Then we saw the police started to move in all directions along orchard road and combed the area for the remaining parts of the body. Later back home, then realised that the head was together with her limbs and 5 hours later, the body was found at reservoir. Sigh, why was this happening in singapore?
After the small episode, we went to Marks and Spencer coz i wanted to buy body spray. so sad, dun have what i want. So we proceed on to Takashimaya and ended up trying mooncake at its basement. While we were there, we caught a glimpse of ZOe Tay buying mooncake. She looks damn gorgeous manz.
bin joined us after her swim. We proceeded on to make our way to spotlight at PS. When we arrived, we saw Kym and Bryan wong hosting the channel u cupid tv programme. Wah,, what a day hor.. .we stood there and watch and at the same time dodging the camera every now and then ha ha .
towards about 10 plus, after finished my tv programme, i saw an sms from sy saying that her granny has passed away. Called her to see how she is doing. Luckily, ed and CF were there with her. Granny died of liver failure. take care gal! catch up with u tomorrow
2:59 PM
Caris
Thursday, September 08, 2005
Do u believe it? i could forgot to study thyroid notes for my sonography quiz today. hee hee ,,, it didn't occur to me that i had left out that particular set of notes. i thought i had done my filing of notes long time ago.. Opps... luckily managed to pass the quiz though did not score well. hee hee..
Imaging quiz was a disaster too. Did not study.. hee hee .... but wonder how is my luck today.... hopefully can see me through this quiz too ....
Still busy with my FYP report...urgh... kinda losing my steam,,,, i am currently in the super retiring mode,,, only about 3 more months i will be graduating and starting my new working journey.. Not looking forward to it at all .=P
12:19 PM
Caris
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
well, yesterday has been a blue blue monday especially after one week break. feeling very tired at the moment but there are still imaging and sonography equizes coming up on wed. cannot liao need to sleep first ,, tomorrow then update ..
4:35 PM
Caris
Sunday, September 04, 2005
it's the second last day of my one week holiday. Well, i did not do much this week except reports and reports. There was not much time to flip my notes for the coming imaging and sonography equizes. Ha ha,,,, think i just burnt my one week holiday.
Before writing this entry, i was busy drawing graphs and there are more to go. Just miss drawing graphs and analyzing the stats. Really..... I still have the habit of checking and going back to adjust this and that to perfection. Of coz, there will always be an issue with the colour co- ordination. One can always check out my mood from the selection of the colour scheme i have chosen for the graphs. Still pondering over what other graphs to draw. hmmm... i can take the entire night manz.. well, that me!!!
There may be a major renovation of the toilet in my house coz there seem to have some problem with the water drainage. It has been affecting the neighbour on the 20th floor. water is seeping through the ceiling and forming water droplets. They have requested us to do something about it. Think there is not much choice left but to shift the basin back to its original position. I personally dun wish to change lor ,, but nothing much i can do. My dad was like commenting we would be fixing the basin sooner or later coz there are no adequate space for a pregnant lady to use the toilet. Hmm.. he is already planning for his future daughter in laws liao... hee hee
2:59 PM
Caris
Saturday, September 03, 2005
met up the TT pple for dinner to celebrate mitch's hubby, yifei, for his successful application of becoming PR here in singapore. Well, he personally cooked dinner for us over at mo mo's place. hee hee sumptous dinner with prawns, meat floss egg, fish fillet, man tou... all nanjing dishes,, yummy yummy ,,,and not forgetting elloit's delicious soup and chicken wings....... thank u for the dinner and congrats. Glad to know that they are getting on fine on their own.
oh,, just realised that my guitar was damaged. *sob* *sob*
2:59 PM
Caris
Friday, September 02, 2005
i was so preoccupied with superstar that i forgot to update my personal life. Managed to "get rid" of Trina's assignment today.. yea !! on the way back, check my pathology ica results. Yea Cleared that too. but need to treat pple lunch liao coz i passed and i bet with others that i will flunk. =P
Then i went to OG to wait for my mum coz it was time to apply for new OG member card. Bought a very cute ladybird bedsheet..ha ha was in love with it , cannot get my eyes off it. Suddenly felt so happy. hee hee
Ok! now is back to project report. i am still working on them. hopefully it will be out on time. But still need the crucial survey portion to be completed first before we can proceed to finalise the report itself.
“在这宁静的夜晚里, 细细聆听着你的那一首歌
别有一帆风味。。。。。。。。”
2:59 PM
Caris
yeah.. firstly must congrats Weilian for winning the superstar title. He truly deserved it although he made a few blunder during performance today. However, his singing still 感动到我 (still feel touch by his singing). i personally like the second round when he sang acapella style with 6 other finalists. They co operates very well unlike the gals team... well done guys. Weilian's eyes were filled with tears after he finished his last number. I think he must have felt a sense of relief that he has finally come to the end of the competitions. Well, there may be still nasty comments about him after winning the competition (yup as usual nothing new). I really really hope that he can take the remarks easily and move on to concentrate on the album which he is going to release. I think the most important thing for him is to perfect his voice quality and learn new singing technique to handle pop music. Then he should be okie. Looking forward for his album to be released.
oh.. the song “了解” is a master piece lor. the lyrics is written by billy koh and the music composed by Roy li. Not sure if they are going to release this song or not.. i will like to listen to its original version hee hee.
i also want to compliment the show case of Junyang and Xin Hui. Their stage presence were terrific. Their one pose and look really got class manz!!! The duet which they sang together was superb, this is what i call professional. ha ha .... I like the guardian angel son,"天使我爱你”。 have always find this song nice when it was aired over tv during the promotion of 3G movie.
think i better stop here.. i can go on and on and on...over this topic.. ha ha
2:40 PM
Caris
Thursday, September 01, 2005

i am getting worried for our luohan fish. this stupid fish of ours like to practise some stunts like doing somersaults and swimming in circles as if he was dancing ballet in water. The latest stunt he has up his sleeves is to maintain himself in upside down position for god's knows how many seconds or minutes. He could just maintain that position for a rather long time and he will start performing if there are at least one audience sitting in the living room. dunno will it affect his body system or not. not sure also if fish will suffer from blood rush to the brain when maintaining in such up side down position for so long. I know human beings cannot. Sigh.. eccentric fish ,,,, just like us.
saw the 3 cute mugs posted here. hee hee they are my new add ons on my pc table. they sort of like brighten up the place.. lime green, purplr and dark green... The cow reminds me of edwin goh, the bear lookalike reminds me of Jean's ong mousie =P and monkey... which do not remind me of anyone's belonging... ha ha ..
2:59 PM
Caris