i never had green fingers even though i have interest in botany. i loved to identify the different plant species during my university days. At home, there's no garden coz i dun like to take care of plants such as watering the plants, fertilizer and stuff ,,,, cumbersome chores. However, there's a few pots of cactus sitting on my balcony. of course, they are not under my care but they are the precious plants of my elder brother. He flew around so often that he dun have the time to take care of them. He will be back tomorrow, and one of the cactus is in dying state now. Oops... can imagine that he is going to make hell of the noise when he gets back tomorrow.

Bro just passed me a very very old piano concert cd. Actually, i have no ideal who this person was. The album was recorded on 24th January 1975. The performer was Keith Jarrett. The Koln concert.....

shall give my comments after i listened to it.

There are times i dunno what i really want in life. Today i was taking a taxis home, the taxis uncle sort of like give me a message that i should not have this feeling or ideal that i am better than the others and there's no one else better than me kinda of mentality. He commented that this kind of mentality will not survive in this society. We should always look forward and move together with the society and technology so that we would not be out of the society. i totally agreed with him. In order to be able to compete with others and survived, indeed we have to grow and change to move along with the society if not a step ahead ,, at least must be on par.

Nothing remains the same throughout your life except identity.

Got my new spectacles today....yeah,... It's slightly different from my usual style. One look from far, the design looks pretty common but there's something more in the eye. hee hee ... The colour is more vibrant though. There's something not very comfortable with my new specs. Something is not sitting right on my nose bridge. Maybe it's a matter of adapting to the specs after all the weight is different.

Oh, i did a 14 hours shift work the other day as one of my partners was on medical leave and no one else wanted to cover her duty for the day. So sad lor ,,, no one was willing to share out the burden. i was pretty upset with that ,, but after thinking through, there's a reason why no one wants to take up the duty coverage. Why should they? WE are all very tired from work and who wants to do extra when we all wants out of the place as soon as possible. It's that gloomy in my department. Everyone was not happy with the work environment currently. i thought i would be super moody that night but turned out that i was too tired to do anything but just scans and x rays then let the patients go back to the wards. Sounds so unlike me lor.

My temper was out of control sometimes. Signs of depressions ??? i'm more worried over my complexion.. gosh i am no longer young manz... old aged can be seen on my face. Have to find some ways to revert that ulgy spot.

Nay, i still have my entertainment to relax my mind and have to start hunting for clothes if not i will not have anything to wear at my bro's wedding end of the year.

no wonder, i kept having persistent headaches when i stared too long at my computer screen. Amazingly, instead of getting worse, my degree for my eyes actually decreased. Probably, i spent balanced amount of time staring at my ct monitors and doing x ray cases during my shift. Come to think about it, that's not really the case coz back at home , i spent more time in front of my pc doing stats and all. The conclusion is i have no ideal what has caused the improvement.

have an eye check on saturday. Hmmm,,, my face is just too small that i could not fit into the specs designs that i like. So in the end, i have no choice but settled on the small frame ones but looked pretty similar to my old pair. My brother was commenting like it is still purple in colour ,, does not seem that u have changed your glasses at all. But he also tried but they are just too big.