We are in the counting down stage for my upcoming operation. As the days passed by, there is this growing fear in me. i had doubts over my decision to go ahead with the operations. i could not help but pondered at the back of my mind over and over again, questioned my decision at all times. Others do give me assurance that the decision is correct and it will not be wrong. How can i convinced myself that this is the way to go? 

Having the two rods and many screws be part of my body system, does have its disadvantages? All the streaking artefacts reducing the diagnostic values of the scans i might be doing when i gets older. Sigh. It's going to be alright.