
spent the entire morning and afternoon doing project. We have decided to make a new board with smaller dimensions. Got started in the afternoon at dad's factory.
today, it seems like i wasn't really co operative as i was not proactive to ask around for equipments and stuff. In fact, it was FL who was asking and finding gadgets to do the stuff. Dad was not around...i was not comfortable to ask my uncle and his workers to do something out of their job scope. hee hee think me and my stupid principle.
I was very tired and sleepy since i had already lost sleep for a good two months. Dunno what's the reasons ... now i am wide awake here updating my blog... hmm this was so strange.
I was also thinking about the perfectionist stuff... thought i have already thrown that side of me out of my life long long time ago. ever since secondary three when i started to decline in my performances in studies. From then, i had told myself that it is absolutely alright for me not to do well and maintain my class position... A pass for every examination was everything i asked for then. gone were the days when i must get distinctions for every subjects. Am i happy in my life when i have stopped being a perfectionist? well, at least i can joke about myself and enjoy life more than i used to. maybe i still display such trait but in a more subtle mode =P
11:59 AM
Caris