things are not looking good. i think all the late nights i have been sustaining for the past few weeks are taking effects these few days. i kept dozing off to netherland while studying for my next week papers especially after completion of the final year project.

well, that reminded me that i dun feel any form of satisfaction after the completion of the project. WHY? i have already done what i can and put in sufficient effort... but still dun get the feeling that i thought i would get. This is so damn disappointing .... maybe that's why i felt so adamant after the presentation. i dun feel lost ,, just disappointed. maybe all the hardwork put in was not awarded accordingly? *sigh*

this is one of the reasons that drove me to trim my hair again today. nowadays, i like to visit the hairdresser whenever i feel down. luckily, i intend to keep my hair long,, so everytime it just layering and keeping the length,,, if it is short , i dunno where i release my frustration manz. although there's power failure in the shop today, i still manage to trim my hair. talking about that i nearly caught in a fire and probably landed myself in hospital if they never discover the short circuit of the power circuit early. *Wheh* talk about how lucky my mum and me were. Thank you for the blessing.