Another sunday has flew past and i have nothing much to update with regard to my health condition. Still in the progress of monitoring the conditions. Everything seems well at the moment.
what frighten me most in this job is that i seem to have immune seeing people passed on. i have experienced a couple of cases this week. The first one left a pretty bad impression though but i get past the "guilty" feeling and went on with life. It makes me pondered for a while..... i dun panic and i dun feel anything when i happened to be working on one such cases. i could still calmly ask for permission to remove my imaging plate. That's what i am afraid of ,,, becoming more and more cold blooded. hee hee just joking ,,,,
i just released the emotional burden by relating such incidents to my colleagues who are happened to be around. Once i let it out, i am fine again and could move on again. hee hee thanks ... and not finding me a nusiance,,, ha ha