Went for circuit over at Eunos this morning. Darn... it was raining cats and dogs in the morning and i was almost drenched. Well, dunno who told me that the measurements of the circuit at Eunos is similar to the one over at BBDC. That's not very true. Anyway, just went there for practise. No harm since the traffic condition over there was heavier, i was forced to drive slower and more cautiously.

In the evening, attended Soka 40th Anniversary celebration held at Indoor Stadium. They spent almost one good hour having speeches and prize presentations. i nearly fell asleep. sorry about that. The performance this year was not as good as the past years. In terms of variety, too many wu shu displays. Whenever i attended the soka activities, the members always show a happy face. Although i wasn't sure how genuine was that... i chose to believe that the happiness i saw was all from the bottom of their heart. They are real not pretentious. i remembered i always ask myself why i am always not happy. The actual fact is that i am happy to some extent when i dun think too much over some issues and just let the nature takes its own course. As long as i did that, i am happy. If i starts to ponder deeply over these issues, i will not be happy at all coz i could not find the answers to my questions. Just believe in what i believe in. don't think too in depth which tends to create confusion as well as unhappiness as goals were not attained.