Sometimes u just had to admit that u really cannot go on anymore so that your mind will give signals to your body system that the time has come for you to take a rest. That's kinda weird but that's what your mind can do. The brain actually takes control of everything. Thus makes the mind power even more valuable than anything else. With a strong power of the mind, it is amazing to see how far it could take u through with regardless of the difficulties ahead.

i thought i made the right decision to call in mc so that i could rest for a while. My gastric was bad that it kept giving me cramps and my eyelids felt heavy that i could not even open them to get a glimpse of the morning light. i have to admit that i am not young as before, the mechanism inside me needs servicing in order to go on the viscous cycle again.

Although i dread going to work now, i still like my job and what i do. Just that i could not really control my temper when i am at work due to certain circumstances. I do hate myself for that as the others also do not wish to be scolded or be treated rudely when it was not their faults too. i am such a hard nut to crack.

Anyway, there's nothing i could do but to endure and survived and wait for my chance to move to another area. Time will come and i will be prepared to move on to another stage of my career.