Yes, this is going to be my last week of my one month shift work. Thought i would have some problem completing one month of shift. Nearly tired of exhaustion since there's this big problem of sleeping patterns. Yup, at this hour, i am still wide awake, perhaps my body clock is getting ready for my night duty tomorrow night.

Had a good cry just now after watching the entire drama serial, "God, Please Give me More time". A rather old japanese drama on love story between a HIV patient and a infamous music producer. It was one of my all time favourites during my japanese drama craze days. Not that i wanted to go through the memory lane again. Just that i need to release some tension from work and life.

Yes, i am again trying to ask myself what i want in life again. Am i going towards my goal again.

Getting depressed with the work situation at work. Some changes at work which may not affect me directly but the impact is there. Maybe i am too accustomed to my working partners. They are leaving for the benefit of their lives ahead, for the greener pastures. Just going to give them my blessings although i cannot imagine life without them. i will get by and find new ways of coping with work without them by my side. Working environment is not going to be pleasant in the months ahead of me. However, i am confident that i could survive the ordeal and grow from this experience.

Just hope that i continue to steer myself out of the course and survive till i get to be trained in the area i want to be.