Yes, i have just changed my blog skin. Just thought that i had the previous one for pretty long time. Since i have some spare time and mood to make some changes, why not make a little change.

Having a black background does not mean that i am depressed. =( i really not sure if i have chosen the black colour based on my mood or other factors. At this point of time, black appeals to me. But the initial skin is just black and white, i have added some colours to it. That will indicate that i am not in the end stage of depression yet. Kinda of consoling myself.

Not to worry people, i am alright.

Another of my colleagues is leaving the workplace end of the month. i am going to miss him very much. Another of my best counterpart is leaving for a greener pasture. All the best to him and his new job.

Guess my morale is affected by the many changes over at workplace these days. Nowadays, i dun really give my all time best anymore. Work has become very tedious and taxing to my mind. There are just too many aspects to look out for during work. i have to watch over the newbies while struggling over at the other side. i need to keep a constant lookout for them so that they dun have a chance to commit an error. Sometimes, just cannot help but wonder why should i worry so much when the others dun even bother. However, for the sake of the patients, such monitorings have to be performed. We cannot just take it for granted and put risks to our patients.

Besides that, the world economy seems to be at stake with all the financial woes happening around the globe, one cannot help but needs to consider what is for our future if the economy sinks. Our lives will be greatly affected and god knows what events will happen when that occurs. Daddy kept reminding us these days to save for rainy days. Whatever plans i might be having now, may have to be put on hold first as i need to observe the situations first before making the deicision to move out or remain here.

Maybe i just have to wait till everything is more settled at home to make that decision. Too many events happen this year.