i am not in very good mood today. it's like having that feeling or sense of disappointment since morning which there is some explanation to that. That bring me back to the time when i had to make decision to quit piano during my JC days. Although that was a wrong move, i had no choice then. i could not juggle ECA, school and piano at all. Back to 2009, here am i, facing a similar scenario and i have been pondering over this matter for a very long time.

i hate the fact that i have to forgo things that i am interested in especially i have many more stuff to improve on. Guess i dun have the choice. For the sake of my health, my parents, this has to be the best solution. There are no ways i could please everyone, so left only the priority of life now. The most important factor now is health. If i continue on with what i am doing now, when i get old, i will not be able to enjoy my old age with grace. Most probably, i would be tormented by backpain and injuries over the years.

Alrighty, since that is probably the best route for me , shall see what are the plans installed then decide on which one to forgo. Sometimes have to make way for others to develop the skill instead of me hogging on to them. No one is indespensible in this society .. just depends on who can perform the job better.