Boring ... i am so damn bored these days. I have been trying to get myself to complete the certification before the end of my annual leave break. Guess i have to take a while more before i could meet that target.

Yes, i lost my motivation to work again. In fact, i am losing my appetite as well. Not sure what is the problem here, maybe i need to get out of singapore for a few weeks to get me interested in local food again. Nothing interesting to eat.. well, there goes without saying that i am going to lose a few kg later this month.

i was browsing through the recruitment session of the straits times today. There are not many job recruitment going on nowadays. However, something caught my eyes. Research Forecast Analyst. That sounds so familiar. i am getting sick of my current job, sick of the work environment, sick of the never ending shift work. For a person who do not like normal routine working hours, i should like to do shifts. But sad to say, i dun like shift work. i can work all the long but i dun like to do shift. i dun like the fact that i have to wait for time to start work at night. My pockets of energy level are meant for project works which have deadlines to meet. i cannot work without deadlines. i hate the fact that everything cannot meet deadline which happens in my current environment or rather there are no definitely deadline given. That makes everything even worse. i am not sure how long i could tolerate such work nature anymore. i am tired and sick and i dun feel like going on...........