It has been a busy weekend due to the conference. i am glad that i was given a chance to attend the conference. That exposure has helped me set my future goals, at least i have found something i could contribute to the society besides being a radiographer. Since my back condition will not allow me to perform clinical duties all my life, health informatics might be another route i could take other than clinical.

Looking at my grandma now lying in the bed with a fracture hip reminds me that i should pay more attention to my own health. i may be young and healthy now, whatever strains i put my body through all these while may result in more illness when i get older. Is this worthwhile? For me to slog all my health away, in the end i may not get anything in return except a faulty body system.

Kinda worried for my grandma. Whatever her fate will be tomorrow, we will have to accept that. This is life. We will not know the outcome if we do not try. Sometimes, for an old lady, i really do not know what's there to try for. The pain and suffering she will be going through after that may be her worse nightmare of her life. However, that is not in my control and the decision is not made by me as well. i could just pray for her safety...